The year was 2012- the diagnoses NOT GOOD
I still do not want to write, talk, or even think about it. I now think in order to move forward this is something I need to do.
It has now been three years since my diagnoses of cancer. I so want to write the "c" word but I think it is important to actually use the word Cancer.
so here goes:
June looks pretty peaceful, just a few hair appointments. The reason for that is, I was in the hospital. What doctor's thought was pneumonia was actually lung cancer. I had to be flown to Seattle for a emergence operation of inserting a tube so I could breath.
When July rolled in, the calendar looked a lot different. In between those marks on the calendar, I slept.
A typical appointment card
I am in my 7th month of going my first full year with no appointments. My next test's will be in November.
I admire those that can talk about their experience of going through their treatments. I am trying, I just shut down and am still not open. So I hope this helps.
Congrats!! Praying for each year to tick by with a short calendar! Or at least with good things on the calendar. hugs!
ReplyDeleteThank you Angela, so far the calendar is marked with good things.
DeleteCongratulations, Nonie! This clearly is traumatic for you and that's Ok. It was a life threatening ride and it must be so hard to put that into words. I admire the courage you find to face your challenges. The words will come when you are ready. Big hugs, Bunny
ReplyDeleteBunny, thank you for the hug, you always know when I need one.
DeleteSo courageous to share what you have. Glad you're now cancer free and praying for good results in the future.
ReplyDeleteDebbie, thank you so much for your payers. I do not feel very brave but support means the world to me.
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