I still do not want to write, talk, or even think about it. I now think in order to move forward this is something I need to do.
It has now been three years since my diagnoses of cancer. I so want to write the "c" word but I think it is important to actually use the word Cancer.
so here goes:
June looks pretty peaceful, just a few hair appointments. The reason for that is, I was in the hospital. What doctor's thought was pneumonia was actually lung cancer. I had to be flown to Seattle for a emergence operation of inserting a tube so I could breath.
When July rolled in, the calendar looked a lot different. In between those marks on the calendar, I slept.
A typical appointment card
I am in my 7th month of going my first full year with no appointments. My next test's will be in November.
I admire those that can talk about their experience of going through their treatments. I am trying, I just shut down and am still not open. So I hope this helps.